W: Waiting
You know those captions that describe life as a submissive and say something along the lines of: "You thought it'd be all hot sex, chains, and whips, but so much of your new life if just doing chores and waiting for orders"? Those captions imply that a lot of the life of a submissive is boring and aspiring subs must be prepared for that.
However, for cucks like you the waiting often is the exciting part. You're not hoping for hot sex, you're hoping to be waiting on your knees outside the door while your hothusband/hotwife is having hot and exciting sex. You're looking forward to waiting outside a hotel in the cuck taxi, excited about the fact that your partner is having the passionate sex you haven't had in years. Or, if you're really lucky, you get to watch and wait until you're allowed to clean them up.